It is night time and from the closet, I see her pale
reflection in the window - it is pale like an apparition. Her reflection wiggles and shakes its neon dress
and unravels into the distant sea. Lights from the city flicker effortlessly, like streaking eyes shooting
down the deserted retreats and shadow-filled streets - the multiple, luminescent eyes of a forest glaring and
glimpsing at solitude’s echoless step. But today she is not alone. She is never alone. There is something I
need to ask her.
I can see her
reflection of alabaster arms and wrists stretched across the table, a statue muttering over the rising steam of
her tea. Occasionally, I hear her male visitor. She flicks her hair – her waterfall of honey, brushing it out of
her face -in this place - where her hair is honey and her lips are
velvet petals—a supple velvet that changes shades when it is smoothed by another’s lips. Soon her memory is like
the din that rises from the tea cups and spoons; nothing more than the clattering whisper of a measured spoon.
And I can no longer look into that formless reflection where the longing coils around my neck and wrists and
ankles; the tightening snap that gently fetters me along, making me think that I am free, and then the pull and
the tug when I stray to the fence, trying to see what is on the other side - to see what is beyond this twilight
that wiggles and pulsates and shakes its dress, unravelling into the sea.
The Shawl (Requiem) is a rewrite of a nearly completed piece from 2009. Unfortunately The Shawl, along
with other items, were lost when the computer hardware was stolen from me. By using some notes, some printed pages
of a rough draft and some passages stored elsewhere, I was able revisit The Shawl. Although I was unable
to duplicate the tone and original intention of the piece, The Shawl represents the first piece I
wrote with the intention of one day publishing.
The Shawl was inspired by a wedding I attended. I was struck by the Bride's bright red Shawl worn
over her white wedding dress. It struck me as an item seldomly worn. The opening line came to me suddenly and hence
I was inspired to write a story exploring how one can be an accessory in another's life.